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Almost a week ago my parent took internet away from me cause I was always on the BB n Internet, I stayed awake till 4-5 am and used my laptop. I guess I got a worth it punishment 

I have now got it back and I am not using it too much so parents don’t take it away again (Had a bit difficult time convincing my mother to give wi fi back ). Anyways, I am just posting to let people know Im still here and alive

And other big story in my life, is that my close close friend thinks im useless now. So it all started when he once hung up with some player type cool dudes, since they get the girls with confidence my friend started to like them and thought they were the best. He had no Fb account then and he came to my house and I made an acc for him (popular boys told him to do so and also he changed his attitude and cut his hairs short).

After that he started using FB and got everyone know him and kind of ignored me to be with those boys and to get girls.

He had my then crush on his FB (I didn’t have her and still don’t) Once he came to my house.  I acted so consciously giving him no hints that i like her  and told him to talk to her, actually I started the conversation (He is kinda bad at carrying a conversation). After that I don’t know did he talk to her and did anything through the whole summer, it was july when he msg’d her.

Yesterday , he told me that she want to meet/talk him in person, I was trying my best to be with him and maybe also start talk to her but i left the school a little earlier. When I saw him in school today, i asked him in 2nd period what happened, he hardly gave the right answer. After a little while some other boys asked him what happened , he was talking so happily and delightfully telling em and I was sitting on my chair and observing him. When he came to his seat (i was sitting next to him]) I asked what were you discussing

He just kinda turned his face away and gave no proper reply. I was hurt that he think im useless now. To keep our friendship alive and solve all the problems I asked him to come to my house this weekend he denied. He goes to a park to play football and have fun with his new friends.

When schools reopened after midterm I was again hooked up by her,it was I looked at her and she looked at me accidental from a little distance but now Im over. The fact that so many boys wants her (I learned this today) and can hold her do make me jealous and little sad but the main thing causing sadness is that my Best Friend thinks im not as good as them. Yes Im not, just because I have tried to get only girl only instead of whole damn school he and his new friends thinks Im a Nerd. 

It is terrible made that a person you know from 5th grade and were super close in 7 and 8th grade has left you because of a few loose girls. It is not like he not a friend, I just an ordinary friend who has got some acquaintance not the one you can discuss everything.

I not feeling depressed im just feeling a little low and trying to appreciate stuff I have got and listening to appreciate (song) . I wrote it cause I wanted to get it completely off the chest and share it as i have no one currently to share this.

Thanks guys, I feeling well today and will try my best to make new friends. It is not his fault, it is actually mine cause he thinks get all the girls in school makes you super-cool and I think having amazing friends and time with them is super-cool. So, im not putting blame on anyone neither hating, Im cool and what else do I need when I have got friends like

@Ahhh Girl @HeyTrud @meanmistermustard @Mr. Kite  @Long Tall Sally  @Zig and many many others.