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I was about 10 or 11 when this occured idk
. So i was scrolling on youtube and i came across The Fool On The Hill
music video and listened to it and i started crying alot like ALOT ALOT. The reason why i was crying so much was because i was bullied heavily at that time(and still am) and i relate to it so much. From then on ive become a die hard beatlemaniac and paul mccartney fan. So yeah just wanted to get this off my chest. If i got a litttle off topic im srry
. Also thank you paul for changing my life!
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I've seen myself as The Fool On The Hill , too.
nobody wants to know him
They can see that he's just a fool
And he never gives an answer
But The Fool On The Hill
sees the sun going down
And the eyes in his head
See the world spinning round
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You all aren't fools here on the Forum, and you definitely won't be bullied here.
I'm glad Paul was there for you, @MrHorse. He was there for me in the song Mrs Vandebilt . That got me into him, who he is and all about his career, which led me to getting stuck into the Beatles.
Paul deserves millions of apples 
and loads of love
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Thank you for the surpport @Ahhh Girl
! I actually feel like crying this is the first somebody hasnt degraded, bully or hurt me in years. God
bless you Ive been struggling with my mental health recently and ive been having thoughts of returning to the lobby the only things keeping me alive is art the beatle paul mccartney tyler the creator and youtube.
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Welcome, @MrHorse! Enjoy the forum.
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I feel the same way about John Lennon 's music. I literally respect him a million miles, but can't listen to it.
I associate his songs with my dog, and just the thought of losing him makes me almost suicidal. Imagine
, Watching The Wheels
, God
, Mind Games
... I almost want to cry.
Don't even try to put on (Just Like) Starting Over and Beautiful Boy (Darling Boy). Hearing those, I just want to hug my boy all night and never let go. 
EDIT: OMG, I can't even begin to fathom how meaningful John's lyric is:
How can I go forward when I don't know which way I'm facing? You know life can be long, and you got to be so strong. And the world, she is tough, sometimes I feel I've had enough...
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Stay strong for your son, @Ubexter
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Damn thank you all the beatles bible is truely a holsome kind and caring place
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also uh i just gotta ask this. where can i find clothes like the one john is wearing in I Am The Walrus
?
i really like the colorful style.
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Interesting. I found an article about unused MMT costumes...
https://webgrafikk.com/blog/be.....-costumes/
And from the looks of the costume, bald cap - 80s hippie jacket from Value Village - big necklaces - Indian attire around neck - Duck belt - parachute pants
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MrHorse said
I was about 10 or 11 when this occured idk. So i was scrolling on youtube and i came across The Fool On The Hill music video and listened to it and i started crying alot like ALOT ALOT. The reason why i was crying so much was because i was bullied heavily at that time(and still am) and i relate to it so much. From then on ive become a die hard beatlemaniac and paul mccartney fan. So yeah just wanted to get this off my chest. If i got a litttle off topic im srry
I know Im like a week late to this.
When I was that age a very similar kinda thing happened to me. I used to get bullied for listenting to the Beatles. Some kids said some mean crap. It used to hurt me feelings but I learned to ignore the people who said rude things to me. I used to feel that I didn't deserve to live and the bullying didn't make me feel much better. But listening to the Beatles did 
.
I remeber at that age the two songs that stuck out to me the most were Strawberry Feilds and I'm Only Sleeping
. I liked Strawberry Feilds because I felt that nothing was real I felt my life at the time was just a dazey dream, I felt that I was lost and pointless, Nothing made any sense, and my life was getting harder for the first time, but just like the song, things started to work out. I slowly got my life somewhat back together.
With I'm Only Sleeping it was similar. I found the song right after a teacher had called me lazy at one of the lowest points in my life. The "Everybody seems to think I'm lazy" hit hard when I first heard it. The feeling of being tired all day long everyday, seeing the world go by you in a blur, and people calling you lazy and weird was all I felt for a while. I felt the song captured the feeling exctally. It made me feel better to know that someone else in the universe has felt the way I do.
I've been at points in my life were I feel like the only things I'm living for are the people around me and the Beatles discography. I sometimes sit and cry to Across The Universe , Im only sleeping, Julia , Isn't It A Pity , A Day In The Life , Wah-Wah , ect. Listening to the Beatles got me though hard times. They're music has so much variety in emotions and themes that there's a song for everything.
Also remeber to stay strong Someone out there cares about you, even if you don't know it. I care about you even if you only have 11 posts. I care about the well being everyone on this forum. I wish everyone well.
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Let's all remember and take heart...
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@Ahhh Girl Thank you for sending that video. It honestly reduced me to tears just listening to it. Everyone at my school says that nobody cares about me and say that im ret@rded because i have austim and ADHD. I havent told them that I have austim but theve already suspected that. Ive flat out told them I had ADHD and i thought that wouldnt be a problem but it was. This is what i mean by the only thing keep me alive is the beatles paul mccartney tyler the creator and youtube. if it werent for those 4 things i would have 6 feet under a LLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG time ago. Paul Mccartney truly is the best person ever to exist. another reasn i reasonate with fool on the hill is because im autisic and have ADHD and people call me a ret@rd and ret@rd is a very mean way of saying fool. And I also have no friends like 0 friends and people mainly make fun of me for that
. I cant really make friends outside of school because my parents are too busy with work. And its not like im a introvert and a MEGA EXTRAVERT so im basically stuck with living like a introvert. Plus my home life ist that good either. Im the "troublemaker" at school and at home. Ive trying changing but nothing happens. And its not like my parents just hate me. most of time i deserve it. Everything and Everyone in my life is going to ruin and life is horrible and im tried of pretending its not
. Im literally on the brink of unaliving myself. You guys are truly wonderful people and if i decide to unalive myself it not your fault. thank you for all the support
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Do you have counselors at your school? Maybe they can offer some help.
Keep looking...you will find someone you can connect with.
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@MrHorse I'm sorry to hear you are going through this. Like @Ahhh Girl said, there is help out there. Stay strong and we'll always support you.
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Ahhh Girl said
Do you have counselors at your school? Maybe they can offer some help.Keep looking...you will find someone you can connect with.
Nah ive already tried talking to them but nothing happens. A person in my class literally stabbed me with a pencil and i was CLAEARLY BLEEDING. Not bleeding crazy but bleeding. So a day or 2 later i told a teacher about this and they said "Did this happen today?" I said "No." and she said "Well it isnt important." I tried telling a counselor b ut nothing happened. Ever day I get degraded i tell you I could litrally be sitting peacefully doing nothing 100% of the time i will get made fun of.
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That teacher and counselor are very wrong for that. Take heart that you were in the right that time, and remember to report assaults more quickly next time.
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Ahhh Girl said
That teacher and counselor are very wrong for that. Take heart that you were in the right that time, and remember to report assaults more quickly next time.
I literally couldnt tell them quicker because it happened during my last electecive and it was the near the end of the day and i didnt want to be late so i decided to them the next day.
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I see. I'm so sorry they didn't take your situation seriously.
Ask your teachers and counselors what their favorite Beatles song is. Maybe that will help you connect with them. Wouldn't hurt to try.
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